Friday, July 27, 2012

To my friends

No, seriously, to all my friends, thankyou for putting up with me. You guys are all amazing, and I know I'll never be as good to you as you are to me. I'm just too thoughtless, careless and dysfunctional.

One thing in particular happened today that made me realise just how sorry for myself and pitiful I was behaving: I was on my way to maths, and a friend of mine who I usually greet with some perverted and innapropriate comment walked past me. I didn’t offer her my usual air-grope, just a meek, 'hey'. She returned the gesture, and kept walking… then called out to me and came up to me, and expressed her concern that I wasn’t okay, because I clearly wasn’t my normal self. I actually wanted to cry because she actually bothered to ask me if I was okay.

And then again, when I finally got my act together during lunch break, I sat down with my group, and started working on my essay. I know this might not seem like a good thing, but they didn’t try to involve me in their conversations, because they understood that I was very much focussed on my essay.

I love you guys. My friends are the best. <3

You are the reasons that I enjoy going to school — I want to seize every chance I have to be with you all. <3 I'm going to miss you guys when I go away until next term. Seriously. Especially those who won’t be there next year, and I know there are already potentially three offenders, all of whom I love.

I love you all. I truly do. Being around you makes me feel like I belong — I can’t help but smile when I see you guys! <3 So thankyou for tolerating me and all my moodiness.

I love you.

4 comments:

  1. Nyaah, Bellsie~chan~! I feel so happy now after reading this ^^

    Now we can all be hormonally dysfunctional together <3

    And about the tolerating you - we all have those days, it's the least we can do to try our best to make you more comfortable~!

    Besides, you're a lot easier to tolerate than a certain moody someone...

    *coughtimcough*

    Can't wait to see you on Monday~! <3

    Your dear waifu xxxx

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    1. <3 Aww~ I'm glad. Haha, HUZZAH FOR HORMALLY DYSFUNCTIONAL WAIFUS! :D

      Aha, don't worry too much about making me comfortable. Simply by being around you all makes me feel better. You guys don't have to do any more than that. <3 And yes... T-kun... =_=

      ASDF I watched the end of the London Olympics opening ceremony (I hope the repeat it soon, I missed the awesome beginning! But I got to see the Olympic flame :D). My feelings are now a mess.

      Also, I'm reading Red England... I LOVE IT. I LOVE HIM. OH GOD. I love the chapter with the French and Indian war, when he's just totaly casual about slicing up all those Frenchmen.

      The author certainly has a talent, I could picture everything very clearly in my head. <3 Thankyou for suggesting it! I'll hopefully finish it up before Monday, but I'm inspired to write a little Olympic fanfiction. :3

      Love you, Waifu. <3

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    2. YES, THE RED ENGLAND ><

      Er..the Olympics have already started?? I was somehow convinced that it was next year....oh right, it's 2012~!

      *facepalm*

      Ah well, I don't watch them anyway. And Red England - make it your headcanon~! <3

      Love you too waifu~!

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    3. IT IS AMAZING.

      And heehee, I don't usually watch the Olympics but I'm so feeling a Hetalia vibe from it right now... HETALIA HAS DONE STRANGE THINGS TO ME. TT___TT

      That and I'm a lot more interested in world peace since Hetalia, and watching the Olympics is such a fantastic example of the world coming together for a single event. <3

      Red England is such a good headcannon, how could it not be~? <3

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