Monday, July 9, 2012

Well, there's more positivity than negativity?

Ever been a confusing mess of utterly content and stress and shame filling your belly, clawing it's way into your heart? Haa~ me at this very moment. I am so utterly happy right now, because: 1. I am taking history as a class in school. We are studying WWII. Cue Hetalia fangasms. 2. A friend read one of my blog posts and told me that we actually have a lot in common. Which is awesome, because I really admire her as a person for what a hard worker she is, what a good friend she is, and how she’s not afraid to speak her mind and take control of a situation. 3. School really was pretty damn great... I have Hetalia — I mean, History with a Hetalia fangirl, sooo… 4. I’m reading an amazing fanfic (USUK). 5. My panda pillow pet ALMOST feels like a warm body beside me. Good god, I'm going to sleep so well when/if i ever have someone to hold me while I sleep. Reasons I am stressed: 1. Japanese homework. I've fucked it all. Fuck. I wish the floor would just swallow me. 2. I have not devised a way to freeze time. 3. There isn’t a warm body beside me, just holding me. Reminding me that I’m not alone. But misting the Japanese. Fuck. :D Alright. Night night.
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  1. ~Shining Sunlight~July 9, 2012 at 10:24 PM

    I'll hold you~! *wink wink nudge nudge*

    Joke. But seriously, now that my erlatives are over, I have to share a bed with Beth.

    I doubt that you'd want THAT warm body next to you as you sleep, kicking you, hogging the bed and waking you up at 3am in the morning just to complain about how noisy your breathing is,. I wasn't even snoring!!

    Lucky ducky - History! I don't have enough space on my timetable to fit that in, but rest assured that if I ever had a free line...

    You aren't alone - you got me, remember! <3

    And about homework - Japanese homework - I doubt you could screw it up worse than I've screwed up assignments in the past. When I go out, I do it with a BANG. Or an epic fail. Whichever you prefer.

    You know I handed in my Maths homework two months late last semester? Some quick talking and puppy dog eyes got me out of any serious trouble, but I'm just saying I know how you feel~~

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